I don't think I've ever sat down here to contemplate and process my situation with A. This isn't to say that I haven't processed it - I've done it several times over in my bed, on the telephone, with people in person. But I've never tried to type things out. So maybe I will. In pieces. Because it's probably dreadfully boring to
all of you. And to help you all out, I'm gonna LJ-cut it if you want to, you know, avoid the spammage.
( On losing oneself )