That world outside was hungry

I wish I knew why I was so down right now. It seems like a lot of people are, but group down-ness isn't really any sort of acceptable excuse or explanation. Sure, the weather is insanely cold and my apartment doesn't really heat up and I'm dreading my gas bill, and sure I just got a $170 bill from my doctor's office because I have to pay for all the lab fees for my check up in November (even though some of the tests were tests I didn't even /want/, like why did I have to be tested for gonorrhea and chlamydia?), but I just don't know. I'm just feeling really overwhelmed, on one hand, and terribly underwhelmed on the other.

( La dee frickin' whine whine whine dah )

Ignore everything I've written. I just want to go to sleep.

Headlines were tragic
But it didn't seem to matter
It was easier then to turn the other way
From the ruins of rage