Clothing-related thoughts

[judecorp]

• There's something smugly satisfying about wearing the shirt from my old Boy Scout uniform.


• ...with my d-y-k-e necklace.


• I have all of these nice, girly clothes. I've had them for years, and I used to really like wearing them. I keep them, because I like them. And every once in a while, I try to put them on, and I look and feel so ridiculous. But I'm the same person that bought them!


• I really /do/ think that while I was taking birth control for years, the hormones changed my personality. You can tell by the abrupt shift (and then revert) in wardrobe.


• But I don't know if I should get rid of those clothes, or keep them in case I have another shift. They're not hurting anyone.


• Or maybe I've finally discovered the secret to still knowing I'm a girl (when I want to be) even in my most comfortablest clothes.


• Or maybe I think too much. Actually, I /know/ I do.


• But what do I do with all of these girly clothes? Save them in case I change my mind again?


• I need new underwear. But have no income.


• And I really want boxer briefs. They look so comfortable. Does anyone wear them? Are they?


• When I wear clothes I don't feel comfortable (emotionally, not physically) in, I lose some of my self-confidence. Does this happen to anyone else?


• My favorite colors to wear are orange, and olive green.


• Boobs screw up my clothes.


• I dress like my smurfbrother.


• I want to go thrifting.


• I ask too many questions.

Comments

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

because I've had days where I feel /ungodly/ uncomfortable in something that I get /nothing/ but compliments on.

Every time I've worn a dress in the last year or two, I've gotten slathered with compliments about how "pretty" I look. And usually, I'm so damned uncomfortable already that being told I'm pretty usually makes me want to upchuck. And then I'll walk around thinking I look totally hot, and no one tells me I'm pretty.

Heh, I guess I just like the "wrong" kinds of girls. ;)

[michael622.livejournal.com]

And then I'll walk around thinking I look totally hot, and no one tells me I'm pretty.

Without fail, whenever I think I look good, nobody compliments me on it. I haven't yet decided if it's because they have just come to expect me to be /fine/ so they figure it doesn't bear mentioning, or if it's because I don't look as good as I think I do. Heh.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I think you look as good as you think you do, bebbeh!

I think in my case, the days I think I look hot are not the days that the "average" person would call me "pretty."