Clothing-related thoughts
Jul. 16th, 2003 01:02 pm- There's something smugly satisfying about wearing the shirt from my old Boy Scout uniform.
- ...with my d-y-k-e necklace.
- I have all of these nice, girly clothes. I've had them for years, and I used to really like wearing them. I keep them, because I like them. And every once in a while, I try to put them on, and I look and feel so ridiculous. But I'm the same person that bought them!
- I really /do/ think that while I was taking birth control for years, the hormones changed my personality. You can tell by the abrupt shift (and then revert) in wardrobe.
- But I don't know if I should get rid of those clothes, or keep them in case I have another shift. They're not hurting anyone.
- Or maybe I've finally discovered the secret to still knowing I'm a girl (when I want to be) even in my most comfortablest clothes.
- Or maybe I think too much. Actually, I /know/ I do.
- But what do I do with all of these girly clothes? Save them in case I change my mind again?
- I need new underwear. But have no income.
- And I really want boxer briefs. They look so comfortable. Does anyone wear them? Are they?
- When I wear clothes I don't feel comfortable (emotionally, not physically) in, I lose some of my self-confidence. Does this happen to anyone else?
- My favorite colors to wear are orange, and olive green.
- Boobs screw up my clothes.
- I dress like my
smurfbrother. - I want to go thrifting.
- I ask too many questions.
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Date: 2003-07-16 01:23 pm (UTC)And that's a good idea about trimming the wardrobe. I did it somewhat when I moved, but I think I could certainly part with some more. Maybe I can sell the stuff to consignment shops, or donate to a place that collects work clothes for women.
Amen for options. I will definitely keep the dirndl.