Judecorp.

And as long as she's got noise, she's fine;
But I could teach her how I learned to dance when the music's ended.

I have not been as good with the eating since Easter. On Easter I, of course, ate way too much and most of it was not exactly healthy (but boy was it good). And since then, everyone has been bringing Easter treats into work, or birthday cakes, or whatever and I haven't been as good at saying no. Today there was a HUGE cake for Coworker Gina's birthday and I at least only had a tiny sliver of it, but I also had a cinnamon bun and then later had my last piece of ice box cake. I am currently binging on grapes. Mmm, grapes.

I am trying to be all positive and groovy about our TTC stuff but I admit that it's harder than it appears. I mean, this is our first try but it is already so gutwrenching, you know? Sure, we can try again next cycle, and yes, we're lucky that it's covered by insurance right now, but I really just want it to WORK. On our schedule preferably, but just work. I don't feel comfortable leaving my job (and my insurance approval) until we're knocked up or decide to stop... and I really want to leave by the fall. I'm such a planner.

At the Dar show, I got to introduce Jessica to eeka, Molly, and Jodie. It's always interesting when people I know from different places get to know each other. But it was kind of cute when they were fighting about where I would live (Western MA or Boston). They totally don't know what they're fighting about - they should be fighting about getting rid of me instead!

Seeing the pictures of Quinn, Hope and Megan's beautiful newborn daughter, are really making all of this stuff seem more real to me. Seeing old friends who I kind of look up to holding a teeny tiny newborn is kind of staggering. I mean, Hope and Megan are /parents/. MY Hope and Megan. Parents. And we want to be parents, too. That's kind of weird.

I wonder who is going to be voted off of American Idol. I hope it's Elliott because I'm not really ready for anyone else to leave yet. I don't want any girls to leave yet and I know Ace is terrible with the singing but I just adore looking at him. Yum!

My goal is to get a decent amount of sleep tonight. Will it happen? Who knows! But it's good to have goals!