Calgon, take me away

[judecorp]

So the formal offer came in from Florida and it's pretty much everything Jen wanted. My prediction is that she will be out of Massachusetts in a month's time. Sucks on many levels, but I'm especially dreading finishing all of Dad's house stuff by myself.

She has to make her official decision tomorrow and let them know. If she accepts and goes, there's really no need for me to keep that infertility appointment - I wouldn't want to go through that whole arduous and emotional process alone. I've been waiting so long for this, for the possibility of this, it's just... augh.

Having to afford a second apartment down in Florida would mean there'd be no money for airfare/visits.

So far, 2006's not looking so hot, either.

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[snack.livejournal.com]

let us know if we can do anything to help. i know this isn't how you wanted it to go but sometimes it can work out to be a good thing. :/

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'll let you know. I'm sure I'll pick your brain sooner or later.

It's possible that there will be good outcomes down the line. It just seems so awkward to me because we /finally/ were getting everything straightened out and going in the direction we always said we wanted it to go. We were on the cusp of selling my dad's house and coming into a lot of money and buying a home of our own in western mass where we would raise children in the happy valley with all of the other lesbians.

I just don't get it.

[snack.livejournal.com]

apparently you didn't get the memo.

let me repost it here for you:

MEMO FROM THE UNIVERSE

please don't bother to plan your life. you're really just wasting your time. i'll do whatever the hell i want - and if you don't like it - you can eat it.

oh, by the way, everything i do works out somehow. stop stressing.

sincerely.
the universe.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Heh. True!