Calgon, take me away

[judecorp]

So the formal offer came in from Florida and it's pretty much everything Jen wanted. My prediction is that she will be out of Massachusetts in a month's time. Sucks on many levels, but I'm especially dreading finishing all of Dad's house stuff by myself.

She has to make her official decision tomorrow and let them know. If she accepts and goes, there's really no need for me to keep that infertility appointment - I wouldn't want to go through that whole arduous and emotional process alone. I've been waiting so long for this, for the possibility of this, it's just... augh.

Having to afford a second apartment down in Florida would mean there'd be no money for airfare/visits.

So far, 2006's not looking so hot, either.

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[quinniepants.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry.
getting really excited about something and having that something disappear (even if it's a temporary disappearance) is fucking horrible. i don't think there's any real comfort to be had when you feel a loss like that. but yes, there's still time for these dreams to come to fruition. good luck.

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

I appreciate your words and thoughts.

Right now I just feel like the rug got pulled out from under me. Just last week or so I thought it was all straightening out for us - we were going to start TTC and we were going to come into biggish money when my dad's house sold and we were going to take it all to western mass and buy our dream home. I thought it was all coming together.

I just don't understand things sometimes.

[quinniepants.livejournal.com]

i hear ya. believe me. especially the dream home part...

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