![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
judecorpI took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.
It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.
It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
no subject
Date: 2006-12-09 08:49 pm (UTC)Breathe deeply.
And remember that you're not alone in this.
My best thoughts are with you and your family.
no subject
Date: 2006-12-09 09:40 pm (UTC)We are trying to hang in there and just be normal people. We just don't remember what that is like.
no subject
Date: 2006-12-09 10:32 pm (UTC)"normal?" I don't think I know what that means...You're just doing the best you can, and that's all that anyone can ask for.
no subject
Date: 2006-12-10 12:20 am (UTC)