Shower!

[judecorp]

I took a shower today. It's a beautiful thing and I feel like a human today. I hadn't showered since the whole bleeding thing because I was scared to stand up too long, but it was fine.

It's weird to live life in fear, because that's not my way. But I am so paranoid that I have either lost my baby already or are going to shortly. It's really all I can think about. Tuesday cannot come soon enough so I can know one way or another.

Comments

[mellybabe.livejournal.com]

you dont know me but im a friend of rainbow_slinkys,& read your LJ time to time..id be honored to be added as a friend,& would like to add you..im thinking of you,praying for you,& sending TONS of good vibes your way..ive been there twice,just not with twins..you hang in there,ok?..lots of us are rooting for you & the wee one..youll be on my mind alot on tuesday,& ill light a candle..good luck,*huuuuuuge hugs*

[judecorp.livejournal.com]

Thank you for your support. I appreciate it. It has been amazing to feel all of the support that surrounds our family.