Jodie in Columbus! Jodie in Columbus!

Ew!
There is a water bug under a cookbook on my floor. This morning, I lifted the book to remove the squished bug and it jumped up and started running again. I put the book back down. Yikes.

Inevitability.
I stayed on the phone until 3:30am. Someone will be really tired today, and for that, I'm sorry. Brief synopsis: she's not moving here, we're not together (for real this time), I'm throwing out my heart.

Meetup.
Meetup was a lot of fun! I got to meet starzz, xzavier, and oneedge (and I gave him head!) I got to see chutup, who I happened to have met before. Other than that, it was The Usual Suspects, and that was nice. I drank so much caffeine that I upset my stomach. Oops.

Shirts.
I forgot to give Ryan his shirt from Chaz. I have Adam's shirt. I am shirtiriffic.

YAY!
JODIE IS COMING TO COLUMBUS!!!!!!!
Oh my gosh, I'm so happy I could just pass out. You have NO idea.

Survey. Don't read.

I don't want to write anything of substance, and I want to pretend everything's okay, so I will do this survey to waste time.

( Here it is. )

I believe in love and I live my life accordingly.

Bitter sucks, and it is useless. Apologies to everyone, especially myself, for the pit that I let myself drop into for a little while. Sorry to anyone I blathered to. It took a good hour of breathlessness and ass kicking, perhaps, or maybe an introspective car ride.

( This isn't for you. )

Life is still beautiful. I am still the luckiest person in the world. The universe, as always, smiles on me. And I love you all.